I know you wont read this

Everytime nk tulis blog yg sentiase ade dlm fikiran :

Die bace x blog ni? 

Die bace x ape yg aku tulis ni?

Die amik kesah x?

Die nk pujok x nnt? 

😣

Kecewa tu mmg ade everytime bile ckp die akan senyap. Sometimes aku rase bende yg aku ckp tu btol. So aku jdi down. Knp air mata ni murah sgt? Sng sgt nk jatuh. Knp hti ni lembut sgt? Sakit. Sakit sgt hti ni bile bawa bincang tpi end up senyap je tiade jln penyelesaian antara kite. Sedih sgt sbb diri ni rase diduakan. Knp janji klau x mampu nak kotai? Knp sembunyi drpd aku sdgkn penah janji x kn ade rahsia antara kite? Knp terus memungkiri? 

 Tlglah sedar cpt sebelum semuanye terlmbt. 

Another long distance relationship. Im going to ireland next week. I miss him. 

I wish i could spend more time with you 😔 sorry 😢

:(

Makin hari makin dingin. What should i do? Semua bende x kne. 

I want ur explanation

Why it is so different? 

The title is the same as before

It's been a long time we've together through ups and downs. You were always there besides me. You know everything about me. You know that i was afraid of the dark. I hate 'bunuh2' kind of movies. And you know about my exes and friends. You promised me that you wont be like them. You promise me that you wont change. You promise me that whatever happens you will always love me and stays the same. And know. It's been two years and six months with been together and all i see is that we were always argue about simple things. It was hard for me to be far away from you. It was hard. Cause i dont even think to be far away from you and act just like a friend. Bous, when you says something you wont even think about the gir's feelings. All you knew that you were bored and wanna meet new girls wanna be free. Why did you put a big hope towards a girl? Why? Why you dont even think before you want to be with her? I never hit so hard in love. When im with haziq it was hard for me to move on. And know it was harder for me to move on. Sakit sangat. Yes. Because guys dont think about this. Ikut adri lah nk ckp min drama ke ape. Min just harap adri x rase mcm mne min rase sbb Demi Allah adri min x penah rase sakit sgt mcm ni. Min x penah fikir ug kite akan gaduh smpi mcm ni. X penah. I always want a happy ending with you. I hope you understand that this time it was different because you manage to hold my entire heart abd crushed it. Im sorry if i love you too much until you feel bored. Im sorry because i cant be the girl that you want. This is me and i just want you to accept me for who i am. Im sorry for loving youu too much. In so sorry. 

Fights

Missing everything about you. Please try to understand

You know what? I miss you. Your sweet talk. Your smile. Your face. Everything about you.

Tapi.

Hati ni terluka dengan tindakan awak.

Sebelum post ni di postkn terdpt byk lgi pos disebalik ni. If only you care about it. Mane lah nk bukak blog min da kan :(

Renovation

Salam.

Dah berhabuk blog ni. Dah lame x update. It's okay insyaallah by this week jugak sume bru (klau rajin nk update lah ek). Bye